Request: Forever magic

Paul finally found the spell that had transformed him into his dream woman. His first impulse was to reverse the spell immediately, but then he saw the spell on the facing page. With just a few syllables, he could weave a spell that would remove all memory of Paul from the world and make it so that he had always been Justine. Casting either spell would reduce the book to ashes, leaving Paul stuck with the decision he made.

Did he really want to give up life as Justine? In the end, it wasn't a hard decision.